Thank You- Mrityunjay

5 years is not a small time. People lose trust in their own selves in such a long duration. I lost trust in me. I started thinking my words are meaningless, my existence inconsequential- but you didn’t think that. You loved me when I was at my worst. You loved me when it was impossible for me to love my own self. Mrityunjay Gautam- my husband- my lover- my best friend- I want to thank you today- for being who you are to me. 

At this moment I am feeling love for you in every single pore of my body- every corner of my mind and soul. When I looked around and found just darkness- you held my hand and told me, trust me and walk- I will not leave your hand. I continued to walk in darkness. Did it frustrate me? Yes it did and how! So when I stumbled on my way, who was the person who became the target of my laments and swears- you. Then what did you do? You didn’t leave my hand even when I struggled- you told me. You will walk with me.

Today I thank you for walking with me. I thank you for tolerating me. I thank you for loving me.